Today is november 26,2008. Tomorrow is thanksgiving day.Thank God we have a four day weekend. Frday is Black friday, a day where everythng is on sale. I could go to sleep late tonight .YES! I dont have to wake up early for school, Ive been so tired lately.Today in school everyone has been catchng up on college stuff and class work. Today I Found out roaches invaded my school.Yuck! This year my goal is really to just have fun and enjoy my last high school year, i hope everyone enjoys it. Even though college is a little stressful, some still didnt finish their regents, im taking SAT's for the third tme, and much more I know we'll make it through.
This is only my seventh blog. I got about 5 more to go. The markng perod ends today. I didnt do so good in math and now i got to make some work up. I still got to finish my personal statement and my college resume, im movng a little to slow. i think i did ok in english and civics. I really need to try much harder, im becoming really lazy, o.k i got to go study now .. ttyl

06'

she was in the hospital bed one day/ wishing she was dead/Praying to God that this day will end/ Wishing today could be her last day/ She was so anxious to die/Didn't want to live life anymore/ Got tired of people calling her a hore or always luaghing at the same clothes she wore/She wasnt like this all the time/ She was those goody, goody girls, the ones hard to find/Her parents lefted her the day after she got raped/Thought she was full of lies, didnt believe her stories, thought she was a fake/This girl was real young, about 15 years old,always alone with no one to hold/Walking the streets with no home, no where to go/sad, poor,stressed always depressed, no place to rest/now she's in the hospital wishing deaf.

R.I.P ma

sometimes in life, you reach times when your sitting back thinking bout everything you've been through in your life. some experiences were geat, some were the worse. It makes you wonder was it all worth it. what is life? What does it mean? Who does it effect and what and when and why and how? Why so many different religions? why so many different cultures and beliefs? Why seperation? How do you know your feeling a certain way when your confu3ed about what your feeling? Why competition? why not love, peace, caring and happines? whats the hatred and anger for? Why kill when you could offer so much to life? why college so expensive? why different sets of class or race. How come vocabulary sometimes identifies part of you personality when that doesnt even make sense? why cover your sadness with a smile? Why hide ya smile with shyness? Why so much questions? why why why why why why why why why why and why?

Heres a old poem i write 2005. Freshman year

They say that i have cancer/they say im going to die/My heart beats faster and faster/While tears comes down my eyes/I pray to god for forgiveness/Wishing that this was a dream/I pray that he'll save me/ From this horror movie that i see.

I cant take this anymore/the pain is just to strong/But i believe in a mighty God/The one who fights the war/The Doctors came back with good news to tell/They say don't worry, we're wrong, you'll do well/That day i realize that there was a true god/A god who heard my prayers and saw me cry/ I'm just glad that the disease had now died.

me reading my last blog just encourage me to right
after all the weeks that pass im up to my last night
i know i had to complete it but didnt know what to say
so now im just frewriting before its too late
i really wanted to get a A this marking period, so much for that grade

I shudda tryed harder but i didnt so my average stays the same
i gotta write 11 more blogs, ima run out of words
this is was a get for letting this occur
she even said it had to b 2 paragrahs im only on my 1o sentence.
wait ten sentences = 2 paragrahs lmao next blog/

How can i live in world in which im not even from/inhaling and exhaling wateva is yet to come/running then walking, then stopping then breathing/trying to solve these problems that im barely even reaching/can't stand the complication that im trying to achieve/devil you are a lyer, why you still around jus leave/Lord from above help me overcome/the trials that im facing/ my soul is suffocating and my heart is ready for abdication/Jesus christ give me a revalation/Take me out from this place in which my eyes are blurred/Take me to your precious kingdom to sing songs noone has ever heard/Transform my life, my mind, and my words/Protect me, love me and keep me from the things i shouldnt absorb.

OMG i finally got my password .. its been so long, that i owe like 10 bloggers. umm wow where to start ? Today is .... ( no tacky) umm BARACK OBAMA!!! ( ummm so last tuesday lol) umm i havent really written poetry in a long time. i guess i could write a little something something as a start. i havent really written since 10 grade when i had poetry as an extended studio . ok lets see! im probably a little rusty but its ok ! ummm ( cough cough) :)
so many look at me different because im not an average person/they hate me n jugde becuase im trying to stop cursing/ sometimes i fail at what im trying to complete/they think im playing a game so they try to compete/when i fall i raised back up in order to believe/that no matter what they say about me i will rise n defeat/ become what i wanna be as they watch n see/that with my faith ill accomplish what i'll wanna be/no matter what it is or what life brings/i'll raise my eyes to the hills n praise my king/ who died on the cross n wash my sins/ who put breath in my life n now i could sing/so whether if they judge me from left to right/ill be walkin straight forward without even a fight/i wouldnt even dare to fall asleep crying at night/me proving them wrong ended the battle in my life!!